BALANCE

   Once again, I am not sure exactly what drove me to draw this image. Sometimes I just see something in my mind that I need to release or it will drive me crazy because I can't think of much else until I do.

   A lot of pictures I make are about duality. Understanding it and trying to rise above it seems to be a major theme in my life. Over all while looking at this picture I get a feeling of the infinite struggle of various cosmic forces and archetypes. Chaos and creation, masculine and feminine, light and dark....you get the idea.

   As far as the Earth being in a glass box, that originally comes from something someone once told me years ago. A guy I knew told me he wasn't sure why but that he felt like a circle inside of a box. This stuck with me and every now and again I try to figure it out. In this image I think I was trying to represent our worlds seeming disconnection from the rest of the universe. It also brings to mind what I have read in UFO lore that the Earth and along with it humanity is in a kind of quarentine. We are cut of from other life forms that might otherwise interfere with our development. Of course it seems there are those who weem to slip through for different reasons.

   The figure in white represents the watchers and/or occultic brotherhoods that hold hidden knowledge about our true origins and knowledge about how the cosmos actually function. Well it seems in these times that at any moment that glass box will be shattered and much knowledge revealed. I for one am very excited, hopeful, ready and optimistic. We shall see.

For He's A Jolly Good Fellow

   When I did this picture I meant it as a kind of joke. I just thought it funny to consider that death has a birthday. It has truth to it in that something somewhere was the first thing to ever die. Well on that day DEATH was born! I wanted to get across the idea that if death did have some kind of incarnation that had it's own consciousness, how lonely that existence must be. So much so that in order to celebrate it's own birthday this being would need to prop up corpses around itself in order to give itself even if only for a moment the illusion of friends.

   Looking at this picture more recently while going through personal and spiritual changes it reminded me of something. It reminded me that even the darkest of us need love. That the "EVIL" people in this world are probably that way for a reason. Well there are many reasons but one of which is that they probably didn't have enough love to ease their ever blackening hearts. From what I have heard of these families of black magicians if you will is that they are brought up from a very young age extremely abused. Real, unconditional love they believe is an illusion. Never realizing that LOVE is the only real TRUTH! That EVERYTHING ELSE is an ILLUSION!

Well that's it on this; I've got to go earn money(illusion) to pay my bills(illusion) and buy shit(illusion). I just wanted to put it out there on the Internet and into the collective that I LOVE YOU whoever you are reading this(if anybody)! I LOVE all of it! Yes even DEATH, for even death has it's purpose.


NAMASTE

ONENESS

   This picture is about well, "oneness" and the full realization of this. Also, using one's power to be fully 'active' in co-creation. Lately I have been trying to live this everyday rather than just have it be a concept or a musing if you will. I have almost completely cut out alcohol from my body which was huge for me. I was at a point just a couple of weeks ago where I felt I needed to drink "a little" everyday just to cope with the stresses of life. Fooling myself into thinking it was helpful when in fact it was a huge part of why I felt the need in the first place. It's a vicouse cycle as they say.

   I have also modified my diet a bit. I have already been a vegetarian for a couple of years now, but lately I have taken it one step further. Whenever possible eating raw,unprocessed food and drinking a lot of purified water. Meditation also has been greatly helpful. Just a few minutes a day while on break at work as well as while in the bath tub at home.

   In the tub I submerse myself as much as possible and just let go of the stress as well as try and be receptive to beneficial energies of the universe. As I understand water is a huge conduit of variouse energies. An obvious one is electricity but also emotional and spiritual energies as well.(see Dr.Emoto's MESSAGES IN WATER)

   At work there is a place behind the building where I work that I go and sit out in the sun for a few minutes. In fact just 2 days ago(7 months to the day until December 21 2012) I was out there seeing (just for kicks) if I could actually leave my body and have an OBE. Well I get this funny thought in the back of my mind to try and look for....well a ufo. It was an obsolutely clear and beautiful sky so I thought what the hell. Well my eyes look over at a space between 2 buildings and right as I do, something flies by! It was silver and cylindrical and just glided through the air quickly and with ease. Now I do realize it could have been an airplane and it went out of view before I could get a good look at it but I don't think so. The way it moved was like there was nothing resisting it at all! No wind, no gravity, nothing! Also the fact that I decided to look at that small piece of open sky right at that moment and it was but a moment (2-3 seconds) is weird on it's own.

Anyway i guess what my point to all of this is there is so much to see and experience in this world with just a little effort and a LOT of OPENNESS!

PEACE,LOVE,INFORMATION!

The Before Time

    This picture is about a time when people were more in tune with mother nature and our own animal nature. A time when myths were something more than plots in over blown blockbuster movies.

    Well thankfuly and with a little help, I believe we are returning to this state. Life works in cycles. More than a circle it is a never ending spiral. A very tightly woven ever expanding spiral; where from our perspective we are right back where we started but in truth it is a very similar location but not the same. We are always moving further down or if you like further up! Music, or certain sound ferquencies I believe are insrtumental in this process.

DREAMS FALL



This is a picture I made called "Dreams Fall" I am not sure what I am trying to say because all of my good pictures come from my subconscious. If I were venture to guess though, I think it is about entire worlds existing in our minds. Also the possibility that there are beings 'out there' existing in other places that sustain themselves on a flow of energy that we exude. I think the floating platforms are symbolic of the different levels of existence or something.