I am going to talk about my ghostly companion. I don't care who see this I need to tell someone, so I will speak it to the wind so to speak. Since my "activation" a couple of months ago now I seem to be in contact with something. I am still diseminating who or what it is exactly but it is like a guiding voice that seems to come from the back of my skull where the skull meets the spinal column. Now a psychologist might say it is my subconciouse. A mystic might say it is my higher-self. Some may even say it is a being that hails from another star system or indeed another dimension. Finally others would probably say I am making it all up to make my self feel important. As far as that last one goes all I can say is if that is true I am not doing it conciously.
This voice is usually playful. It is never angry or judgmental in anyway. The funny thing too is when I am having a conversation with this voice inside my head; little synchronostic things pop up. It could be a song on the radio I hear as I pass by it or a set of numbers from any number of places. Sometimes it is even actual "signs" if you like. On the side of a vehicle or on a billboard. These things that pop up usually have some fairly direct meaning or referencce to what I am thinking when I see it or hear it. At first I was alarmed. Like am I going crazy? Is it real? If it is real then what the hell does that mean about the reality we think we're living in? Now "crazy" people don't tend to wonder if they're crazy; they just are. I don't think I am but I am open to the possibility and that may be the thing that saves me from going over the deep end,HA!
If this is real and our reality is much more pliable than we might imagine what do we do with that? Manifest abundance? Save the World? Manifesting abundance is fine but what then? Also for those that think that manifesting abundance doesn't affect others I say just look at the wealthy people of the world. I am sure they know abundance; do you not think their abundance is having perhaps a negative consequence on the world? Yes the Universe is infinite but it is also fractured, cut up into an infinite number of smaller pieces. Our conciouness lives in a limited reality and therefore limited energy field. I think this manifesting your reality shit has been released to cause chaos. Everyone pulling on the energy field at the same time for seflish,self serving reasons.
Then on the other hand is saving the world. How do we do that? Send positive messages to others using our thoughts? What if the person is an asshole and we don't know it? All of a sudden they get this rush of happy feelings or whatever after doing something terrible and we just helped out a negative person. Maybe we send thoughts to heal mother earth? Well what if mother earth would feel much better if your fucking house was torn to shit by a tornado?
Look, I am not trying to be a downer and piss on the parade of those trying to exist of light and love but I just have been wondering about these things. Our minds are powerful things and cosmic energy is not something to take lightly. Sometimes I just wonder if we aren't like little children playing with high voltage elctricty not really knowing what the consequnces are. I think people are trying to get ahead of themselves with this cool and probably totally true revelation about how our minds are connected to the world around us. I think we should concentrate on bettering ourselves inside before worrying about anything "external"
I realize I am getting off track since I began this post by talking about the voice in my head but I have a feeling that it/he/she/me would like this to be the thought of the day today and I'll get back to figuring out the nature of the voice itself some other time.
PEACE,LOVE,INFORMATION
This voice is usually playful. It is never angry or judgmental in anyway. The funny thing too is when I am having a conversation with this voice inside my head; little synchronostic things pop up. It could be a song on the radio I hear as I pass by it or a set of numbers from any number of places. Sometimes it is even actual "signs" if you like. On the side of a vehicle or on a billboard. These things that pop up usually have some fairly direct meaning or referencce to what I am thinking when I see it or hear it. At first I was alarmed. Like am I going crazy? Is it real? If it is real then what the hell does that mean about the reality we think we're living in? Now "crazy" people don't tend to wonder if they're crazy; they just are. I don't think I am but I am open to the possibility and that may be the thing that saves me from going over the deep end,HA!
If this is real and our reality is much more pliable than we might imagine what do we do with that? Manifest abundance? Save the World? Manifesting abundance is fine but what then? Also for those that think that manifesting abundance doesn't affect others I say just look at the wealthy people of the world. I am sure they know abundance; do you not think their abundance is having perhaps a negative consequence on the world? Yes the Universe is infinite but it is also fractured, cut up into an infinite number of smaller pieces. Our conciouness lives in a limited reality and therefore limited energy field. I think this manifesting your reality shit has been released to cause chaos. Everyone pulling on the energy field at the same time for seflish,self serving reasons.
Then on the other hand is saving the world. How do we do that? Send positive messages to others using our thoughts? What if the person is an asshole and we don't know it? All of a sudden they get this rush of happy feelings or whatever after doing something terrible and we just helped out a negative person. Maybe we send thoughts to heal mother earth? Well what if mother earth would feel much better if your fucking house was torn to shit by a tornado?
Look, I am not trying to be a downer and piss on the parade of those trying to exist of light and love but I just have been wondering about these things. Our minds are powerful things and cosmic energy is not something to take lightly. Sometimes I just wonder if we aren't like little children playing with high voltage elctricty not really knowing what the consequnces are. I think people are trying to get ahead of themselves with this cool and probably totally true revelation about how our minds are connected to the world around us. I think we should concentrate on bettering ourselves inside before worrying about anything "external"
I realize I am getting off track since I began this post by talking about the voice in my head but I have a feeling that it/he/she/me would like this to be the thought of the day today and I'll get back to figuring out the nature of the voice itself some other time.
PEACE,LOVE,INFORMATION
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